This took me quite long to finish.. I had no idea what room to do next, until I felt invaded by an extremely intense and irrational fear of something. So I took it as a sign to express and exorcize it. I'm still living this "phobia", I fall asleep thinking about it, I wake up terrorized by dreams about it. I have done everything I could to get rid of it but nothing seems to work. I have talked to a few people about it, but all of them grew exausted of my obsession about it and can't do anything else to help me. I believe it is even more intense because I am not sure what exactly is scarying me, I only have a general idea.. I know this work might not be the most appealing I have done but it certaintly serves a purpose and has a story behind it.
Hmm. Almost a year from the date of posting. Hope the phobia has subsided some or at least become manageable. It is through the expression of what haunts us that we may learn what we need. Have you tried to create by hand in the exploration of this topic? FYI Art Therapy isn't just in movies nor is it just for mental institutions.
they are not one of these everything-is-beautiful-and-happy-pictures ... they are so much more emotional!